I cannot sleep at all right now.
I have been pretty numb lately. I've been feeling so many emotions that Im starting to not really feel at all. A mix of relief, excitement, worry, wonder, fear, happiness, you name it. It's almost overwhelming, and I kind of wish it wasn't.
Being sick sucks. I think it's been like two weeks now. It's made me not want to eat much, which has left me feeling very weak. I'm just so tired all the time. I guess tons of people have been pretty sick too. I'm feeling better than I have, but I'm still not feeling 100%.
Spring is almost here. This winter has been long and confusing and I'm ready to wear tshirts and not be cold anymore. I prefer hot weather to freezing weather any day. I'm just ready to be warm.
I really have nothing new to say.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Friday, March 6, 2009
note to self: eye contact
i need to practice making eye contact, aka, i need to have a little more confidence in myself. i've noticed (because i do shit like that) how make as little to no eye contact i make with people. Sometimes I feel like my eyes won't focus on another persons. I feel like people can see right through me. As paranoid as that sounds ha. I don't even know what I have to hide. Sometimes I feel so vulnerable, but I really don't have any reason to. I just need to man up a little and stop being such a pussy.
On another note, my cat still rules. I'm glad I decided to adopt him. He seems to enjoy living here.
The new BTMI CD has replaced my hindsight is 20/20 (finally). I thought i was on a perma-Ergs-trip, but Scrambles is slowly becoming my new favorite. They've always had the best way of throwing some of my favorite genres in to one sick album, and still do. I'm stoked to see them next weekend.
Speaking of weekends, holy shit, it's already friday (well technically). This saturday, since i acctually have nothing planned, I have two things that I want to do: A) FINALLY get new tires and an inspection sticker before i: 1)have a tire blow and die in a car accident, or 2)get pulled over and more than likely charged for having an expired sticker. Pretty crucial. When I finally get that done, B) talk to shannon about that tattoo guy. I just got paid for mad hours, and I wanna get some ink. I definitely want to get the finger mustache in honor of MX3. I'm still not exactly sure what i want for the second one just yet, but I better decide soon. I've got too many in mind, though. I've got a ton of "eventually" tattoos planned, but I dont' know what I want first. I guess I'll figure it out.
bed time.
On another note, my cat still rules. I'm glad I decided to adopt him. He seems to enjoy living here.
The new BTMI CD has replaced my hindsight is 20/20 (finally). I thought i was on a perma-Ergs-trip, but Scrambles is slowly becoming my new favorite. They've always had the best way of throwing some of my favorite genres in to one sick album, and still do. I'm stoked to see them next weekend.
Speaking of weekends, holy shit, it's already friday (well technically). This saturday, since i acctually have nothing planned, I have two things that I want to do: A) FINALLY get new tires and an inspection sticker before i: 1)have a tire blow and die in a car accident, or 2)get pulled over and more than likely charged for having an expired sticker. Pretty crucial. When I finally get that done, B) talk to shannon about that tattoo guy. I just got paid for mad hours, and I wanna get some ink. I definitely want to get the finger mustache in honor of MX3. I'm still not exactly sure what i want for the second one just yet, but I better decide soon. I've got too many in mind, though. I've got a ton of "eventually" tattoos planned, but I dont' know what I want first. I guess I'll figure it out.
bed time.
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