Tuesday, June 16, 2009
summer time kicking off
well, so far, my summer has started off pretty okay. i'm constantly at a state of either really happy or worried. i'm really pleased with how things are going now, but I'm always worrying about what is to come. I don't want this forever. I don't want to commute so long to work a job that is not really getting me anywhere. Especially since they've been cutting hours. I did however ask them to not have me on when I need to sit through rush hour to get to work on time, and they actually listened. However, I cut myself at work and had to get stitches and now I'm missing out on hours which may or maynot be covered by workmans comp. If it doesn't, i'm slightly screwed, but I guess i'm getting used to not having money. It just sucks because I'd like to pay colin, but I can't do that without having zero money left over which I need because I drive so much and gas prices are going up fast again. i really hope i can find a full time job in the city so I don't have to drive as much. I feel like I'm wasting myself sometimes, and then other times I feel like I'm doing a lot better than others. I just don't know at all. I'm honestly kind of afraid, but I can't let that get to me. I can do this all on my own. I'm so convinced that I can. I just need a full time job.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
eh i guess
um, so, a lot has happened in the past few months. my life is ever changing. sometimes it's exhausting. sometimes it's great. always my own fault though. I can't say I'd change the way I live my life, though. As of right now, I don't have a solid home, and I'm okay with that. I can honestly say that I never want to live in Western Mass again, and I'm doing my best to keep it that way, even if it means I live out of my car. I've lucked out though. Darlene and I are still cool, so a lot of my things are at the house, and I can use the shower and washer and dryer. I pay 150 a month for that, which might be pricey, but for now, I'll take it. I'm very lucky to have someone like colin, too. He lets me sleep at his apartment, which rules. I'm not used to guys being so giving. I'm always stuck at the ass end of relationships. always being the one to pay, or provide. I'm not used to it, but I'm certainly not complaining.
also, been to a lot more shows than ever lately. that's another thing I love about the east side and the city. way. more. shows. good ones. Oh, and there was that one where aaron and I drove 30 hours to get to. which brings me to another note: BLOCK PARTY '09
Never have i been more scared, than driving my tiny, shitty, japanese car for 12 hours in a row, but damn was it worth it. new orleans rules so hard. the trip itself was awesome too. I think we spent more time driving to new orleans than actually being there, which is a shame because I wish I could have stayed longer. it's very relaxed there, just what I love. the pre show was awesome. i had my fair share of bud lights and jim beam. needless to say I was feeling alright. met some great people. heard some sweet tunes. Block Party itself was very kick ass as well. It was perfect. Spending an entire day in great weather, surrounded by great people, seeing some of my favorite bands. I barely knew anyone there but it really didn't matter to me. I was pretty high for most of the day, which made it so much better. I also ate a spectacular burrito. Later that night, Aaron and I sat on the balcony of the hotel room (that matt wixson and friends were so kind to let us stay in) and talked about a whole bunch of stuff, you know, life, the universe, etc. it was real cool. the trip back was shorter, but only by like 3 hours. Aaron picked up most of the driving, and I slept (felt kinda bad though). Great trip.
I'm also getting more productive with my pictures. I'm only picking the best from each set and marking them. I hope more people start to enjoy my stuff. I keep getting compliments on my "soft box" (as one of them called it). I like what it does for my pictures, and it cost me next to nothing. Maybe if I ever make more money, I'll get a third (quality) bounce flash, and maybe some other bells and whistles. I'm glad I got the fish eye adapter. Even though it's not the greatest quality fisheye, it gets the job done. if I had a farther ranged lens, they wouldn't be as cheap looking, but for now, I'm pretty satisfied. I even made a myspace for my photos. http://myspace.com/lindsaysandersonphoto how cool am i
Work has been very weird lately. My hours are all over the map, my favorite co-worker got fired, a dumb bitch quit because she didn't want to work the deli, leaving me with a ton of bullshit, and some how, the only people who can cover any shift i need off are the ones that can't have anymore hours because they can't go over time because it's only valid if authorized. I don't understand. maybe I'm not looking deep enough into it, but we seem to be thriving with business. But no one is getting raises, time and a half or and other benefits, yet we're hiring a ton of new workers. I wish I could just have full time hours with benefits and that's that. I love working at bob's, don't get me wrong. I really do enjoy myself most of the time at work, and I would be thrilled to work there a lot more. I wish I could. I guess I'll have to find a second job.
yea, I think that's about it for now.
also, been to a lot more shows than ever lately. that's another thing I love about the east side and the city. way. more. shows. good ones. Oh, and there was that one where aaron and I drove 30 hours to get to. which brings me to another note: BLOCK PARTY '09
Never have i been more scared, than driving my tiny, shitty, japanese car for 12 hours in a row, but damn was it worth it. new orleans rules so hard. the trip itself was awesome too. I think we spent more time driving to new orleans than actually being there, which is a shame because I wish I could have stayed longer. it's very relaxed there, just what I love. the pre show was awesome. i had my fair share of bud lights and jim beam. needless to say I was feeling alright. met some great people. heard some sweet tunes. Block Party itself was very kick ass as well. It was perfect. Spending an entire day in great weather, surrounded by great people, seeing some of my favorite bands. I barely knew anyone there but it really didn't matter to me. I was pretty high for most of the day, which made it so much better. I also ate a spectacular burrito. Later that night, Aaron and I sat on the balcony of the hotel room (that matt wixson and friends were so kind to let us stay in) and talked about a whole bunch of stuff, you know, life, the universe, etc. it was real cool. the trip back was shorter, but only by like 3 hours. Aaron picked up most of the driving, and I slept (felt kinda bad though). Great trip.
I'm also getting more productive with my pictures. I'm only picking the best from each set and marking them. I hope more people start to enjoy my stuff. I keep getting compliments on my "soft box" (as one of them called it). I like what it does for my pictures, and it cost me next to nothing. Maybe if I ever make more money, I'll get a third (quality) bounce flash, and maybe some other bells and whistles. I'm glad I got the fish eye adapter. Even though it's not the greatest quality fisheye, it gets the job done. if I had a farther ranged lens, they wouldn't be as cheap looking, but for now, I'm pretty satisfied. I even made a myspace for my photos. http://myspace.com/lindsaysandersonphoto how cool am i
Work has been very weird lately. My hours are all over the map, my favorite co-worker got fired, a dumb bitch quit because she didn't want to work the deli, leaving me with a ton of bullshit, and some how, the only people who can cover any shift i need off are the ones that can't have anymore hours because they can't go over time because it's only valid if authorized. I don't understand. maybe I'm not looking deep enough into it, but we seem to be thriving with business. But no one is getting raises, time and a half or and other benefits, yet we're hiring a ton of new workers. I wish I could just have full time hours with benefits and that's that. I love working at bob's, don't get me wrong. I really do enjoy myself most of the time at work, and I would be thrilled to work there a lot more. I wish I could. I guess I'll have to find a second job.
yea, I think that's about it for now.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Oh oh oh
I cannot sleep at all right now.
I have been pretty numb lately. I've been feeling so many emotions that Im starting to not really feel at all. A mix of relief, excitement, worry, wonder, fear, happiness, you name it. It's almost overwhelming, and I kind of wish it wasn't.
Being sick sucks. I think it's been like two weeks now. It's made me not want to eat much, which has left me feeling very weak. I'm just so tired all the time. I guess tons of people have been pretty sick too. I'm feeling better than I have, but I'm still not feeling 100%.
Spring is almost here. This winter has been long and confusing and I'm ready to wear tshirts and not be cold anymore. I prefer hot weather to freezing weather any day. I'm just ready to be warm.
I really have nothing new to say.
I have been pretty numb lately. I've been feeling so many emotions that Im starting to not really feel at all. A mix of relief, excitement, worry, wonder, fear, happiness, you name it. It's almost overwhelming, and I kind of wish it wasn't.
Being sick sucks. I think it's been like two weeks now. It's made me not want to eat much, which has left me feeling very weak. I'm just so tired all the time. I guess tons of people have been pretty sick too. I'm feeling better than I have, but I'm still not feeling 100%.
Spring is almost here. This winter has been long and confusing and I'm ready to wear tshirts and not be cold anymore. I prefer hot weather to freezing weather any day. I'm just ready to be warm.
I really have nothing new to say.
Friday, March 6, 2009
note to self: eye contact
i need to practice making eye contact, aka, i need to have a little more confidence in myself. i've noticed (because i do shit like that) how make as little to no eye contact i make with people. Sometimes I feel like my eyes won't focus on another persons. I feel like people can see right through me. As paranoid as that sounds ha. I don't even know what I have to hide. Sometimes I feel so vulnerable, but I really don't have any reason to. I just need to man up a little and stop being such a pussy.
On another note, my cat still rules. I'm glad I decided to adopt him. He seems to enjoy living here.
The new BTMI CD has replaced my hindsight is 20/20 (finally). I thought i was on a perma-Ergs-trip, but Scrambles is slowly becoming my new favorite. They've always had the best way of throwing some of my favorite genres in to one sick album, and still do. I'm stoked to see them next weekend.
Speaking of weekends, holy shit, it's already friday (well technically). This saturday, since i acctually have nothing planned, I have two things that I want to do: A) FINALLY get new tires and an inspection sticker before i: 1)have a tire blow and die in a car accident, or 2)get pulled over and more than likely charged for having an expired sticker. Pretty crucial. When I finally get that done, B) talk to shannon about that tattoo guy. I just got paid for mad hours, and I wanna get some ink. I definitely want to get the finger mustache in honor of MX3. I'm still not exactly sure what i want for the second one just yet, but I better decide soon. I've got too many in mind, though. I've got a ton of "eventually" tattoos planned, but I dont' know what I want first. I guess I'll figure it out.
bed time.
On another note, my cat still rules. I'm glad I decided to adopt him. He seems to enjoy living here.
The new BTMI CD has replaced my hindsight is 20/20 (finally). I thought i was on a perma-Ergs-trip, but Scrambles is slowly becoming my new favorite. They've always had the best way of throwing some of my favorite genres in to one sick album, and still do. I'm stoked to see them next weekend.
Speaking of weekends, holy shit, it's already friday (well technically). This saturday, since i acctually have nothing planned, I have two things that I want to do: A) FINALLY get new tires and an inspection sticker before i: 1)have a tire blow and die in a car accident, or 2)get pulled over and more than likely charged for having an expired sticker. Pretty crucial. When I finally get that done, B) talk to shannon about that tattoo guy. I just got paid for mad hours, and I wanna get some ink. I definitely want to get the finger mustache in honor of MX3. I'm still not exactly sure what i want for the second one just yet, but I better decide soon. I've got too many in mind, though. I've got a ton of "eventually" tattoos planned, but I dont' know what I want first. I guess I'll figure it out.
bed time.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
I wish
If life was easy, it would be boring.
I wish I could man up and be honest about things. I mean, it would probably help if I knew exactly how I felt, or how to word things. I'm tired of always being hidden behind a computer screen, but I sound retarded when I try to speak out. I get nervous and stutter. I have such a weak voice, and I hate the way I sound.
I also wish I was so god damn sensitive. I cry way more than I ever want to. It's embarrassing. I absolutly hate crying in front of people. I lose all ability to form autible words or complete sentences. I sound like an idiot. I also wish people knew not to ask me if I'm okay because I just get more upset. I don't know why. Crying is one of those things that stresses me out and relieves me at the same time. I wish I could just suck it up though.
I'm ready for winter to end. I'm also ready for blink 182. And green day. And less than jake in march. And no doubt in may. I'm ready for no more bullshit snow. And being outside. And windows down. I'm ready to be happy and not bummed.
I'm ready for sleep, but I can't seem to get tired. I wish I was sedated for a little while.
I wish I could man up and be honest about things. I mean, it would probably help if I knew exactly how I felt, or how to word things. I'm tired of always being hidden behind a computer screen, but I sound retarded when I try to speak out. I get nervous and stutter. I have such a weak voice, and I hate the way I sound.
I also wish I was so god damn sensitive. I cry way more than I ever want to. It's embarrassing. I absolutly hate crying in front of people. I lose all ability to form autible words or complete sentences. I sound like an idiot. I also wish people knew not to ask me if I'm okay because I just get more upset. I don't know why. Crying is one of those things that stresses me out and relieves me at the same time. I wish I could just suck it up though.
I'm ready for winter to end. I'm also ready for blink 182. And green day. And less than jake in march. And no doubt in may. I'm ready for no more bullshit snow. And being outside. And windows down. I'm ready to be happy and not bummed.
I'm ready for sleep, but I can't seem to get tired. I wish I was sedated for a little while.
Sunday, February 1, 2009
to be continues
we'll take almost forever
just to make ourselves feel better
and conveniently lose track of those
who are far less better off
so lets take one goddamn second
to step back and realize
that the world does not
revolve around
our selfish fucking lives
just to make ourselves feel better
and conveniently lose track of those
who are far less better off
so lets take one goddamn second
to step back and realize
that the world does not
revolve around
our selfish fucking lives
Thursday, January 29, 2009
alright alright
i don't know why i keep letting little shit eat at me. i can't stand it. the fact that graham was such a shitty fucking friend and the fact that he beat the shit out of me and the fact that i flinch at everything because of him and the reason i'm so god damn down on myself and i don't even fucking know. and the fact that i pretty much abandoned everything in western mass, even though it's what i really needed, is not sitting well with me. I legitimately dropped everything and started over. I'll be damned if i go back, and i don't plan on it, but i guess it's all catching up with me. I like it out here a lot. I love living with jerry, and hanging out with everyone around here, but a part of me is still in northampton.
i miss jonny. not the jonny i know now, who is an asshole like graham, but the jonny i used to be best friends with. the jonny i used to drive 2 hours to hang out with. the jonny i could talk to. i hate when shit like that happens. i don't think he understands how he changed. i remember him saying something like "I hope you're not trading me in for a new toy" but its no longer fun to hang out with someone when they all they do is constantly make fun of you, and put you down. Its so fucking tiring. the fact that it all just changed so suddenly, i don't know. i can't get over it just yet. i miss my best friend.
i think the fact that im lacking nicotine, i'm broke, and very tired has an affect on my mood, but i'm just so bummed right now, and i hate it. i don't like being upset. i wish i had someone to talk to.
i miss jonny. not the jonny i know now, who is an asshole like graham, but the jonny i used to be best friends with. the jonny i used to drive 2 hours to hang out with. the jonny i could talk to. i hate when shit like that happens. i don't think he understands how he changed. i remember him saying something like "I hope you're not trading me in for a new toy" but its no longer fun to hang out with someone when they all they do is constantly make fun of you, and put you down. Its so fucking tiring. the fact that it all just changed so suddenly, i don't know. i can't get over it just yet. i miss my best friend.
i think the fact that im lacking nicotine, i'm broke, and very tired has an affect on my mood, but i'm just so bummed right now, and i hate it. i don't like being upset. i wish i had someone to talk to.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
some shit
i can't stand to hold these feelings
can't find the words that hold the meaning
won't ever have the balls to speak
i'm pretty fucking weak.
to keep it simple, i complicate
i turn results into mistakes
i'll never find the guts to share
so i lie and say that I don't care.
you're right, i'm wrong
i'll move on
i'll get over it
and let you win again.
i'm such a fucking pussy.
can't find the words that hold the meaning
won't ever have the balls to speak
i'm pretty fucking weak.
to keep it simple, i complicate
i turn results into mistakes
i'll never find the guts to share
so i lie and say that I don't care.
you're right, i'm wrong
i'll move on
i'll get over it
and let you win again.
i'm such a fucking pussy.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Epiiiiiiic
I have to say, this weekend fucking ruled. Saturday, jerry, jenn and these dudes joe and xander drove to Allston for a show at 115 franklin. Oh man was it insane. First two bands nothing really happened, but once sound system ( op ivy tribute band ) came on, that basement went nuts. There were so many fucking people. Everyone (including myself) was drunk. Brunt of it also ruled, as well as Boston jolly pirates. Got smoked up multiple times. Drove home in a snow storm.
Sunday was awesome too. We drove to Quincy Adams and took the subway to Cambridge. It was snowing a lot. T sex and interrobang always rule. I don't even need to describe how sick the flaming tsunamis were. Took over 1000 photos total this weekend. And the even cooler part was that I was taking pictures on the same stage as one of the sickest photographers.
In other news, I got a job working in the deli at bobs. They have me working a lot, too, so I'll be able to start saving and have money and shit now. Sweet shit.
The Internet got shut off here, so Ive been using my phone for site checking and whatnot. I won't be able to upload pictures until I find Internet. Which sucks because I don't have a laptop anymore and itshard to use photobucket via macs. Hopefully well get it back soon.
I hate to admit it, but I need to start taking my pills again.
Sunday was awesome too. We drove to Quincy Adams and took the subway to Cambridge. It was snowing a lot. T sex and interrobang always rule. I don't even need to describe how sick the flaming tsunamis were. Took over 1000 photos total this weekend. And the even cooler part was that I was taking pictures on the same stage as one of the sickest photographers.
In other news, I got a job working in the deli at bobs. They have me working a lot, too, so I'll be able to start saving and have money and shit now. Sweet shit.
The Internet got shut off here, so Ive been using my phone for site checking and whatnot. I won't be able to upload pictures until I find Internet. Which sucks because I don't have a laptop anymore and itshard to use photobucket via macs. Hopefully well get it back soon.
I hate to admit it, but I need to start taking my pills again.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
No Sleeeeeeep
I'm kind of ashamed to admit this, but today I watched Star Wars for the first time. I'm really glad I was high though because it was so fucking epic. I only watched Episode IV, but I now understand what the hype is(was?) all about. I'm also glad that I've caught up on movies like: Step Brothers, Pineapple Express, Fight Club (the whole movie), Garden State, Wall-E, and Big Daddy. I never was one to watch movies. Always too busy because I'm out hanging with people, but now, everyone comes here, so I don't really have to go anywhere. It's pretty cool.
I'm pretty bummed that I had to resort to boring hair again for a job. I really need one though. I honestly wish hair color didn't matter when it comes to the professional world. Also, I'm pretty bummed that most jobs require a drug test. I'm so limited.
I'm really glad that weed isn't a priority anymore for me. When I was hanging out with Graham and Jonny, I felt like I HAD to buy 50+ bucks of headies weekly. I got so tired in that period of time. I mean, I love smoking, but all the time was too much. Burnout by Green Day pretty much described me. I'm glad I'm less tired now (and still getting high).
I've developed such a shitty sleeping habit, though. Both Jerry and I. We haven't gone to sleep until around 5 or 6 each day, and usually don't wake up before 2, sometimes til even 4. It's awful. I passed out on the couch at 11 tonight though, and so did he. I woke up and went to bed, but then I woke up at like 3:30 and now I can't fall back asleep. I wish I had some Nyquil or something to knock me out. I really want to be awake during the day tomorrow. I'm going to be a grown up and go "confirm" that Bob's Famous Food has gotten my application. I'd honestly really like to work there. They sell maddddd booze. And it's a nice little store with a cool deli.
Other than bad sleeping habits, I feel like I'm doing well on the "responsibility" front. I clean a lot here, seeing as I don't pay Jerry's mom rent yet. I cook too, since we ran out of frozen things to eat. Though, I'm going to have to find more ways to make pasta more interesting. I'm also considering making bread because we have none and I don't want to spend money on it hahaha. I've also discovered that I'm pretty good at pancakes. I feel like a mom lololol.
Jerry turns 21 in like 11 days. I might bake him a cake. or something. I think we're going to take the train into Boston that day and get really drunk in the process. I love taking the train, and I love Boston. It's possibly one of my favorite places. If it weren't so expensive, I would move there when I have the money. I don't feel so out of place there. In Northampton, you're either a hippie, a hipster, a struggling artist, an "alternative musician", gay, or homeless. There are a few cool people, and it's a super cool town, but even in one of the most accepting towns, I don't fit in. At least I don't feel like I do. I'm glad I'm two steps closer to where I'd like to be more often.
I'd really like to travel more. I wish I was better at making music so I could be in a band good enough to tour. I don't see the point in staying in one town for your entire life. I've met some people who have never left their hometown, or haven't moved far from it, and I just don't understand why. There's a whole world beyond your driveway. Why not go out and see it. I mean, yea, it cost money to travel, but honestly, I'd rather invest in traveling than a house to confine yourself to. I could probably live in an apartment, or condo for my whole life, just so I could have the money to travel. I've traveled a lot for being only 18, and I'm really thankful for that. I've seen some pretty damn cool places, but knowing there are so many more to see just makes me want to get in my car and go. I've seen so much of New England, it's almost getting boring. It's time to travel again.
In May, I think a bunch of us are going down to New Jersey for Bamboozle. It's very expensive, but it's going to be worth it. I've never really been to something that big. I've never been to Warped Tour (though I am seriously considering this year). I think the biggest I've been to was the Ska Is Dead tour this year. I had so much fucking fun. I've said this so many times before, and I'll probably say it a million times more, but ska is my all time favorite. It's pretty much the reason I didn't kill myself in middle school.
Sometimes I feel like a broken record.
I'm pretty bummed that I had to resort to boring hair again for a job. I really need one though. I honestly wish hair color didn't matter when it comes to the professional world. Also, I'm pretty bummed that most jobs require a drug test. I'm so limited.
I'm really glad that weed isn't a priority anymore for me. When I was hanging out with Graham and Jonny, I felt like I HAD to buy 50+ bucks of headies weekly. I got so tired in that period of time. I mean, I love smoking, but all the time was too much. Burnout by Green Day pretty much described me. I'm glad I'm less tired now (and still getting high).
I've developed such a shitty sleeping habit, though. Both Jerry and I. We haven't gone to sleep until around 5 or 6 each day, and usually don't wake up before 2, sometimes til even 4. It's awful. I passed out on the couch at 11 tonight though, and so did he. I woke up and went to bed, but then I woke up at like 3:30 and now I can't fall back asleep. I wish I had some Nyquil or something to knock me out. I really want to be awake during the day tomorrow. I'm going to be a grown up and go "confirm" that Bob's Famous Food has gotten my application. I'd honestly really like to work there. They sell maddddd booze. And it's a nice little store with a cool deli.
Other than bad sleeping habits, I feel like I'm doing well on the "responsibility" front. I clean a lot here, seeing as I don't pay Jerry's mom rent yet. I cook too, since we ran out of frozen things to eat. Though, I'm going to have to find more ways to make pasta more interesting. I'm also considering making bread because we have none and I don't want to spend money on it hahaha. I've also discovered that I'm pretty good at pancakes. I feel like a mom lololol.
Jerry turns 21 in like 11 days. I might bake him a cake. or something. I think we're going to take the train into Boston that day and get really drunk in the process. I love taking the train, and I love Boston. It's possibly one of my favorite places. If it weren't so expensive, I would move there when I have the money. I don't feel so out of place there. In Northampton, you're either a hippie, a hipster, a struggling artist, an "alternative musician", gay, or homeless. There are a few cool people, and it's a super cool town, but even in one of the most accepting towns, I don't fit in. At least I don't feel like I do. I'm glad I'm two steps closer to where I'd like to be more often.
I'd really like to travel more. I wish I was better at making music so I could be in a band good enough to tour. I don't see the point in staying in one town for your entire life. I've met some people who have never left their hometown, or haven't moved far from it, and I just don't understand why. There's a whole world beyond your driveway. Why not go out and see it. I mean, yea, it cost money to travel, but honestly, I'd rather invest in traveling than a house to confine yourself to. I could probably live in an apartment, or condo for my whole life, just so I could have the money to travel. I've traveled a lot for being only 18, and I'm really thankful for that. I've seen some pretty damn cool places, but knowing there are so many more to see just makes me want to get in my car and go. I've seen so much of New England, it's almost getting boring. It's time to travel again.
In May, I think a bunch of us are going down to New Jersey for Bamboozle. It's very expensive, but it's going to be worth it. I've never really been to something that big. I've never been to Warped Tour (though I am seriously considering this year). I think the biggest I've been to was the Ska Is Dead tour this year. I had so much fucking fun. I've said this so many times before, and I'll probably say it a million times more, but ska is my all time favorite. It's pretty much the reason I didn't kill myself in middle school.
Sometimes I feel like a broken record.
Monday, January 12, 2009
oh wow, update?
So much for regular updates. I always get distracted and forget that I have one of these. I guess a lot has gone down in the past month or so.
I'll start with Christmas. It kinda sucked. I didn't get to see much of my family at all. I was really bummed, so I just slept. I hung out with Katherine and Prezbee for a while after which was pretty cool.
I've been to quite a few shows since last blog. The weekend of the 27th was rad. I went to some awkward show where I only knew one person, and none of the bands. I also felt really old, which is not normal because I'm not old at all. Kinda creepy, but still cool, I guess. Spent the night at 115 Franklin, which was wicked awesome. I met a bunch of the people who live there. I spent most of Sunday chilling with Jake, who's wicked nice. We went to the Jolly Pirates that night. I was drunk. Then I ended up staying in Ware that night because I didn't feel like driving home. Got more drunk. Silly times.
That Monday(the 29th), I hung out with Jerry, who I met at a WATU show. He was at the Cambridge show, and I thought he was cute. I was too shy to talk to him though. Then the next day. He was at the New Bedford show. I finally got the balls to say hi. Then that tuesday, I ended up bringing him to the Allston show. We chatted a lot since. Then he asked to hang out and all I have to say is that I have been with him every single day since. He is the coolest person I have ever met. I am happy. So happy.
I've made so many new friends here. They're all wicked cool, and seem to enjoy my company. South eastern mass is rad. I don't have far to go to get to Boston or Providence. I miss friends from the west, but I like it here so much better. I need to find a job though. Money is starting to disapear. Not good. I hope I find one soon. Luckily there are free shows coming up.
This past weekend we went to two free shows. The first was in New Bedford. We saw Math The Band and Lima Reseach Society. Talk about silliness. So much fun. The next day we went to see Murphy's Law, but only stayed for Eddie and the Louvers and Asher (which was pretty cool). Mark Unseen's mohawk is freakishly perfect.
I'm really so much happier here. I have fun everyday, and I haven't been driving so much which is good for my car. I really fear that it's going to die on me, and I would be so fucked if that happened.
There are some sick shows coming up this weekend. Saturday is a show at 115 Franklin, which is always awesome. Then Sunday, TFT, Interrobang!?, Tyrannosaurus Sex and Hostage Calm are playing at the Mid East, which will rule.
okay bai
I'll start with Christmas. It kinda sucked. I didn't get to see much of my family at all. I was really bummed, so I just slept. I hung out with Katherine and Prezbee for a while after which was pretty cool.
I've been to quite a few shows since last blog. The weekend of the 27th was rad. I went to some awkward show where I only knew one person, and none of the bands. I also felt really old, which is not normal because I'm not old at all. Kinda creepy, but still cool, I guess. Spent the night at 115 Franklin, which was wicked awesome. I met a bunch of the people who live there. I spent most of Sunday chilling with Jake, who's wicked nice. We went to the Jolly Pirates that night. I was drunk. Then I ended up staying in Ware that night because I didn't feel like driving home. Got more drunk. Silly times.
That Monday(the 29th), I hung out with Jerry, who I met at a WATU show. He was at the Cambridge show, and I thought he was cute. I was too shy to talk to him though. Then the next day. He was at the New Bedford show. I finally got the balls to say hi. Then that tuesday, I ended up bringing him to the Allston show. We chatted a lot since. Then he asked to hang out and all I have to say is that I have been with him every single day since. He is the coolest person I have ever met. I am happy. So happy.
I've made so many new friends here. They're all wicked cool, and seem to enjoy my company. South eastern mass is rad. I don't have far to go to get to Boston or Providence. I miss friends from the west, but I like it here so much better. I need to find a job though. Money is starting to disapear. Not good. I hope I find one soon. Luckily there are free shows coming up.
This past weekend we went to two free shows. The first was in New Bedford. We saw Math The Band and Lima Reseach Society. Talk about silliness. So much fun. The next day we went to see Murphy's Law, but only stayed for Eddie and the Louvers and Asher (which was pretty cool). Mark Unseen's mohawk is freakishly perfect.
I'm really so much happier here. I have fun everyday, and I haven't been driving so much which is good for my car. I really fear that it's going to die on me, and I would be so fucked if that happened.
There are some sick shows coming up this weekend. Saturday is a show at 115 Franklin, which is always awesome. Then Sunday, TFT, Interrobang!?, Tyrannosaurus Sex and Hostage Calm are playing at the Mid East, which will rule.
okay bai
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